After the bedbug breakdown on Wednesday, I did a show on Thursday a couple of weeks ago.
I didn't do very well at all
and unfortunately was in front of a manager who could've gotten me paying gigs.
When it rains, it pours.
When I met with the manager I did something you're never supposed to do:
I apologized for my shitty set.
I'm an apologizer - I'll admit it.
It is my knee jerk reaction to when something goes wrong.
It might just be genetic though, because my mom and sister both have similar issues,
which they also apologize for if it is genetic.
See, when you're an apologizer, you even say you're sorry for things that you have no control over. You just feel bad for anything you have done ever.
So, I'm sorry I had that bad set and apologized for it,
and I'm sorry if this post wasn't as exciting as it could've been.